sorry for woffling. (:

Sunday 20 March 11 18:03
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20.03.2011
It's been a rather quiet Sunday, me just dossing around, eating my yummy roast dinner and that's actually been about it. Now I'm sat in my room watching my boxset of the inbetweeners. Makes me laugh so much. 
I'm quite tired put and everything. I'm really undecided as to whether to delete my facebook, its getting a bit addictive and to be totally honest I don't really do much on facebook other than make a few status', upload pictures and have a few conversations on the facebook chat, so, I really am a bit baffled as to whether to delete it or not, you see my predicament. 
I've loving my chino's hence why I've put them on here, I'm dead sorry for baffling and woffling on, I'm getting a bit repetitive and such. 
anyway, I don't woffle so much on tumblr...
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Next thing we're touching,

Monday 14 March 11 20:24
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you look at me, its like you hit me with lightning, 
oh evryobody's starry eyed and every goes,
oh,everybody's starry eyed,
and my body goes,
wooahh oh ah ah,
woahhh ah ah,
woah ah ah,
so we burst into colours, colours,
and carousels, 
fall head first like paper planes in playground games.
Ellie Goulding♥

I can always find one of her songs, to fit the my mood. I wouldn't mind going to see her live, she's got to be amazing. I'm really sorry for not keeping up to date, things might change soon, as most of my hand in dates, are growing nearer and nearer, and I can just see once I've handed them in, that I might have some more times on my hands. Things have been pretty stressful. They've just got pretty ugly and I couldn't handle being so upset all the time whilst trying to write 1500 words per assignment. Makes your brain all fuzzy, like you can't think of anything else. I probably going to use piczo for my 'get it all off your chest soph' blog? If that even makes sense? 
I just tumblr alot for my pictures, admittedly I haven't posted any in a while, but I've found nothing of great inspiration anyway. 


If you feel like browsing ;) 
muchas gracias and so sorry I haven't been on sooner 
xxx
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Do you ever feel like everything is falling apart.

Saturday 12 March 11 17:12
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That's how I feel.
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We are who we are

Monday 7 March 11 21:41
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Monday- 07.03.2011

Well I'm sorry I haven't written in quite a fair bit. But, I have had to write assignments, and my brain is really overloaded. I'm currently at my home. I've not been a very happy bunny, and I'm sorry for that, but I'm feeling so low. Its absolutely unreal. Yesterday had got to be the worst day ever. I've been so upset about everything, that couldn't possibly explain everything to you all. I feel like no one other than my mom, actually cares? Like I could vanish off the face of the earth and no one would even notice. (other than my mom.) I try and I try, I'm always there for my mates, and I feel as if they don't see my efforts, these guys in the pictures above, that were taken Saturday night when I went out with them, they are great mates and I couldn't fault them for one second. They listen, and they know how to be friends. 
But others, I just feel cheated. Cheated out of my happiness. I literally do anything for my friends. I think the trouble with me is that I put all my trust in other people and think they are like me. When their not. I've got to stop trusting and thinking that everyone is like me. 
And boys, well arn't they just a barrel of laughs. 
I actually feel so down.  He has made me feel so small and insignificant. Like I'm nothing. 

I think I'm a bit depressed. 
I need to cheer up.

Anyway, on the brighter note, I have a sweeping fringe put in and I rather like it. It covers my forehead, which like even better. 
And I got to go shopping today and brought some new things, spent quite a bit but they don't call it retail THERAPY for no reason. 
Hope everything is good with everyone, 
muchas gracias followers!
xxxxxx
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I really fucked it up this time, didn't I my dear

Friday 4 March 11 22:15
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Friday 04.03.2011
Well I’m not going to lie, hasn’t exactly been the best of the days. Fingers crossed for better things. On the plus side, I completed one of my assignments for university. My room is really tidy and neat. I’m getting better at keeping my room tidy, as a kid I was the worst for it. My room used to be absolutely messed up, so messed up that you couldn’t see the floor at some points. But now I reckon I’ve become a right clean freak. Weird how that happens, when you get older, how you change the way you are. Like my brother as well he used to be the tidy neat child when it comes to bedrooms, not he’s completely messy. Needs a good two hour cleaning every week now. Ahh, well, I’m babbling now. Now, I'm sat in my room watching Benidorm, and it never fails to make me laugh, which is good because I feel as if I need cheering up. I just feel really, well, awkward. I mean I'm starting to enjoy university again, but I'm beginning to panic about these assignments again. I'm such a worrier, I wish I could be more laid back and stop being such a bloody perfectionist. Whenever such a deadline even comes close whether its for my Art or for my English, I get all panicky and have to check and make sure everything is done, and that I've included everything. Which makes my skin condition worse, and then that makes me feel insecure. Absolutely incredible. Sorry to ramble, I like to get everything out, so that I don't bottle it all up. 
Hope you like the photographs. Hope all is good with everyone. Muchas Gracias amigas and amigos. 
adios xxxx
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